I’ve recently had to come face to face with my fear of self-promotion and of being successful. I’ve always wanted to fly under the radar and keep a low profile. I now realize it has effected every aspect of my life, most importantly my businesses as I am self employed, but also dance…
I love to dance, especially ballroom dance, but I hate it when people watch me dance. I just want to be lost in the crowd of dancers. My teachers have encouraged me to compete but the thought of it makes my blood run cold; as does the thought of public speaking. (Read a testimonial from a client whose fear of public speaking disappeared after one session).
Using the Body Code to clear the underlying causes, I discovered a maze of past life and present life experiences, emotions and energetic imbalances. As Ainslie MacLeod, says “All present life issues have a past life cause”. Based on what came up during the session, it is clear I was killed in at least one past life for being a successful public person. Hence my desire to keep a low profile in this lifetime.
It always amazes me that even though I have cleared so much on myself, there are always more issues which rise to the surface to be examined and released. I believe that is one of the main reasons we are here – for fears, phobias, bad habits and behaviors to be released. So we can stop dragging these negative experiences, emotions and tendencies with us lifetime after lifetime.